truth be told

You fight your battles every day.
You don't know if its ever going to end.
You have the days you feel like surrendering.
You have given all you could.
You're losing the good fight.

Its hard some days. I just feel like giving up. Maybe if i walked away i would have peace. I have this secret i hold and its breaking me down. All i want is the TRUTH to come out. To be told the truth. I want closure. But then again, i wish it wasn't true. I think about it and realize that with this, its only going to bring down this relationship. But its not my fault this happened. I was not in the wrong. I was just the girl who had no idea. I was so wrapped up that i did not see this coming. I say its not my fault, but maybe it is. Maybe i went wrong somewhere before. Maybe i was not good enough or did not give all i could. This "secret" is what brings me down. Makes me feel that i am not good enough. Because if someone you love really did love you, why would they do something like this to you?...............I have all these questions. i try to ignore it. And majority of the days i am good and WE are good. but what happend months ago i cant get over....it makes me worry. makes me sad. i dont deserve it. i never did anything to deserve it.
i may look like the fool cuz i am still here. but i am here because i feel two people can get passed it. But the truth needs to be told.