Found a song that explains exactly what i have felt/feeling
When you lose someone the first day/week/ month is always hard!! You feel like you cant go on, you feel like running away and never coming back. Feel like you dont want to get out of bed, that you cant make it through another day. Your whole stomach feels empty and that your heart is caving in your chest. Its not the best feeling in the world!! And honestly, i dont ever want to experience it again, but i know that this is a part of life. Something everyone has to go through. But as days turn into weeks and weeks turn into months you get a little stronger. It may hurt, and you may miss them from time to time but you can get through it and pick your self up off the ground.
